Quitting Smoking Again – Day 6: On my own
Posted on | November 1, 2007 | 1 Comment
Okay it’s almost been a week. I can’t say I don’t think about having a smoke, because truth is I think of it a lot. But I believe that’s because its been such an ingrained part of life for so long, that it’s going to take quite some time before it starts receding in conscious thought.
However, it’s interesting that even though I think a lot about smoking, I don’t feel driven to fall off the wagon. Days 3 and 4 were the hardest so far – nothing insurmountable, but did feel a pang or two that a smoke sure would’ve cured fast.
There’s been a few times where I found it useful to pull out the book again and re-read certain parts. Have to admit that changing your thinking makes a significant difference. Smoking really is a weird kind of addiction where it’s the mental, not the physical that turns out to be where the battle plays out.Â
By the way, for those who may be interested, I’m not using any “stop smoking aidsâ€, but it seemed to only make sense to get as much going for me as possible. Since it worked so well that one time in the past, I have definitely kept praying for any divine help along the way.Â
It’s sort of funny, but this time I get the sense I’m on my own in that regard. What I mean is it’s like the good Lord’s saying “I made it too easy that time – you successfully quit, but chose to start againâ€. Must admit He’s right. This time I get the sense He’s there and supportive, but I’ve got to do the work.
Admittedly, there’s a lot of truth to the saying that “we often don’t appreciate what comes too easyâ€.
Next goal is the 3 week mark – that’s supposed to be a significant one.
Next quit smoking post: Day 20
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